SEX & THE CITY: Carrie's Quandries..

"SOUL MATE."

Two little words. One big concept...

A belief that someone, somewhere, is holding the key to your heart

and your dream house. All you have to do is find them.

So where is this person? And if you love someone and it didn't work out,

does that mean they weren't your soul mate?What if Prince Charming had never showed up?Would Snow White have slept in that glass coffin forever?Or would she have eventually woken up, spit out the apple, gotten a job,a health-care package, and a baby from her local neighborhood sperm bank?I couldn't help but wonder: Inside every confident, driven single woman, is there a delicate, fragile princess just waiting to be saved?

''You'd
better
let
somebody
love
you
before
it
gets too late.''
...naku soooo true!!! =<

im tired..just got home from school... dinner on friday with my friends caaaant wait...for sure di na ako papasok sa school nyan..=p miss ko na sila jaxx.. hmmm james texted me again... as usual forwarded qt nanaman..labo.. want to eat chocnut..kaya lang hassle naman kung pupunta pa 711 as if papayagan pa ko lumabas...=/...

i refuse.....

I refuse to w8 for u any longer. There was a time in my life when I would have saved myself for you alone. In my heart no one else would do. I belonged to no one else but you. That isn't me anymore. My heart finally caught up with my brain and I finally saw that all of it was just nothing but fantasies. Dreams that only I wanted. There was no hope left for us. As each day passed, it became clearer to me that it was never meant to be. We were never meant to be. I refuse to live in the past. What we shared lives in the past, it doesn't control me any longer. Don't get me wrong, I will forever treasure it but I won't let it hold me back. I won't let it ruin who I was and who I am now. For a time, I almost forgot who I was without you. I'll never let that happen again. I won't ever lose myself again. I refuse to fight anymore. For several months now, I've been fighting. I've been fighting for our friendship and for us. However, no matter what I do, I seem to be losing. Whenever I feel as if I'm going to buckle down because of the pressure, the thought that somehow maybe you are fighting for us too kept me going. But months have passed, I haven't heard from you. Somehow I finally realized that I was the only one fighting for us. I was doing everything I could possibly can for someone who was and never will be mine. I refuse to believe that you didn't love me. Somehow, someway, I know that I have a place in your heart. You may not have been able to love me the way I wanted you to love me but I know that even for just a second, you really did love me. I refuse to lose hope. It may not be you. It may take me forever to find him, but I will. Tears have been streaming down my cheeks for too long but not anymore. I have learned so many things from all this. Things that I felt should have been taught to me some other less painful way but somehow I don't regret it. It made me stronger. It made me look inside myself and really see who I really am and not who I thought I was. Hope kept me going. The hope for better things to come, the same hope that one day I will finally be over you.

qtz......

-remember our lives may seem to be an endless chaos but there will always be a way to surpass it pain may linger longer than we wish,but god will always find a way to endure it..

-when we fall seriously in love with someone,we always wish that would mutually grow and stay forever..but sometimes no matter how perfect a relationship may seem,people just change and forget their promises of forever..

-it didnt much hurt 2 know that ive lost him for good the part that hurt me more was knowing ive lost him long before i knew..

-love is like a roll of tissue paper u will never know how much uv wasted till u get to the end and theres none left and its sad to realize that much of it was wasted on shit after all..

-summer romances end for all kinds of reasons,but when all is said and done,they have 1thing. they are shooting stars a spectacular moment of light n the heavens fleeting glimpse of eternity, and in a flash they are gone..

-if someone hurts us a hundred times, then our true and sincere love for that person will give us the strength to bear the pain,the patience to forgive and faith to give that person another chance.

-its true that a relationships success doesnt rest only in finding the right person,but also in being the right person but love sometimes moves in its own mysterious ways..its something that we just have to openly accept...

bulletin bored from friendster....hehe

1.the last movie you watched? - - meet the fockers....
2. the last tv show you watched? - - american idol
3. the last song you heard? - - sunday morning!!!ganda!!
4. the last thing you bought? -- internet card...(50 pesos lang for 11 hrs,tipid...hehe)
5. the last place you went? -- g4
6. thelast food you ate? - - chicharon baboy..
7. the lastthing you heard from your parents? - - punta ko u.k!!
8.the last thing you said to your parents? - - when?
9. the last thing you said to one of your friends? -- peram dvd
10. the last thing you read? - - angels and demons
11. the last person you called? -- 222 hehehe
12. the last person who called you? - - james...
13. thelast person you texted? -- ate
14. the last person who texted you? -- james..
15. the lastperson who said good night last night? -- james
16. the last person who said Ilove you? james...tagal na nga lang...
1 7. the last person who gave you a testimonial? -- jen mah cuz
1 8. the last person who sent you a msg? -- ate ko...and james...forwaded qt..
19. the last person you hugged? - - my pillow?shux..tagal nang wala..haha
20. the last person you saw on tv- - j-lo
21. Do you believethat love is forever? - - i dunno =<
22 Do youget hurt by people easily? - - yeah..sometimes..
23 Do youbelieve that all people are generally stupid? hehehe sometimes
14 Can you be anyone you want to be? -- hmmmmm
5 Do mean people make you sad? - - sometimes..
26Does ice cream make you happy? - - yeah ..lalo na pag libre...
27 Do you sing in theshower? - - yup..yup
28. When it rains, do you like to splash in the puddles? -- yeah!! lalo na nung bata ako...masaya
29. If you see a pretty girl/boy walk down the street, do you smile and tell him/her, he/she's pretty? -- hindi naman sasabihin ko lang sa friends ko...
30.Do you notice when people have pretty eyes? -- yup
31 DO u cry while watchin a movie? -- depende naman sa movie..
32. Is it cute when two people are holding hands? - - oo naman...kahit friends lang cute pa rin =>
33 Areyou a happy person? - - yuuuuuuup!!!
34. Do you tend NOT to worry, even when you know something bad is about to happen? -- yeah...sometimes im paranoid na eh..
35.Haveyou ever laughed so hard your stomach hurt? -- yup...kahit ung bibig masakit na...
36. when? -- huh??
37. Are you slightly lazy?-- hehe super tamad!!!
TOP 5 Foods - pasta,pizza,pasta,pizza and pastapizza...
TOP 5 Drinks - water, orange juice , yakult,milk and san mig light... hahaha

will you?

there are some things in life that are hard to accept, hard to forget. there are some things in life where they are not supposed to be where they are or were but they just seem and seemed to fall into place. you start to fall when you're flying, then you start to cry when you're laughing... surprisingly because of gravity's... pull? but is falling in love part of that? there are times when you're stuck "somewhere in between" or "clinging on the edge for your life" and you can't figure out if it's right or wrong, good or bad, happy-sad? are you feeling it? the truth hurts and accepting is hard most of the time, if not always. but if it's for love... will you fight the feeling? ..

yay!

today is my first entry of my blogblog!blog! :p