songs 4 me!(i think)

let me go by 3 doors down

One more kiss could be the best thing
But one more lie could be the worst
And all these thoughts are never resting
And you're not something I deserve

In my head there's only you now
This world falls on me
In this world there's real and make believe
And this seems real to me

**You love me but you don't know who I amI
'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand
And you love me but you don't know who I am
So let me go Let me go..

I dream ahead to what I hope for
And I turn my back on loving you
How can this love be a good thing
When I know what I'm goin through

And no matter how hard I try
I can't escape these things inside I know
I knowww..
When all the pieces fall apart
You will be the only one who knows Who knows

lonely no more by rob thomas

Now it seems to me
that you know just what to say
but words are only words
can you show me something else
can you swear to me
that you'll always be this way
show me how you feel more than ever baby

**I don't want to be lonely no more
I don't want to have to pay for this
I don't want another lover at my door
just another heart ache on my list
I don't want to be angry no more you know I could never stand for this
so when you tell me you love me know for sure
I don't want to be lonely anymore..

now its hard for me
when my heart still on the mend
open up to me like you do your girlfriends
and you sing to me and
its hardly know what you do to me
its everything anything just to get you back again
why can't we just try???

sway by bic runga

Don't stray..Don't ever go away
I should be much to smart for this
You know it gets the betterOf me
sometimesWhen you and I collide
I fall into an ocean of youPull me out in time
Don't let me drown Let me downI say its all because of you
and here I go Losing my control
I 'm practicing your name
So I can say it to your face
it doesn't seem rightTo look you in the eye
And let all the things you mean to me
Come tumbling out my mouth indeed its time
Tell you whyI say its infinately true
**Say you'll stayDon't come and goLike you do
Sway my wayYeah I need to knowAll about you
And there's no cureAnd no way to be sure
Why everythings turned inside out
Instilling so much doubtIt makes me so tired
I feel so uninspiredMy head is battling with my heart
My logic has been torn apart
And nowIt all turns sour
Come sweetenEvery afternoon..

lago..

last april 25 (monday) we went to calatagan.. sarap mag wake board!!!hehehehe syempre 1st try pa lang namin at plakda agad ako..wa-poise talga..pero fun!!! next monday ulit we are planning to go there..

me,anne,melody and diet..



echo and me..



me and echo ulit...oyyy feeling..hahahaha



m4... :p

what hurts you the most??!!??

:: hearing the words "i don't love you
anymore"

:: letting go of a person you've just
learned to love

:: reminiscing the good times you shared
together

:: not seeing the one you love

:: shielding your heart to love somebody

:: trying to hide what you really feel

:: trying to hide the tears that involuntarily
fall from your eyes

:: loving a person too much

:: giving up someone u never thought of
giving up


:: taking the risk to fall in love again

:: hiding ur relationship from someone
else (why would you hide it?..its so UNFAIR..to
the person in your 'relationship' and to that "sum1
else")

:: letting go, because everytime you see
the person, you only fall deeper

:: holding back only to find out when it's
too late, you both felt the same way, but were
only scared to lose each other so much that
you didn't let the feelings out

:: falling in love with someone you didn't
mean to fall in love with

:: finding the perfect girl/guy... with only one
problem... she/he doesnt love you

:: seeing the one you love crying for
someone else

:: the waiting also hurts like hell

:: having to hear "...i've met someone"

:: agreeing to his/her wish to 'just be friends'.

:: asking his/her freedom back bcoz "she'd/hed be
happier someone else

:: asking u to 'forget that everything
happened' and be 'normal' friends again.

:: hearing that u're treated as a bestfriend

:: being denied in front of people.

:: telling u lies where hes/she'd been, when
actually he/she was with a 'new friend' or an 'old
flame'

:: breaking someone's heart

:: fighting for that one thing that would
make you happy

:: that is, holding on to a person who
cannot guarantee you his commitment unless
he fixed himself... then, you are left hanging for the
moment. then he says 'time will tell'...
but you still decided to hope and trust in him.
(OMG...)

:: PRETENDING you're OK when inside
you're dying...

:: PRETENDING to be strong.... and
RECOGNIZING your weaknesses

:: lying in bed each night, thinking of that
special person you can never have...

:: being with someone you can't actually
love... (HMPF!)

:: pretending you don't love a person
whom you actually love... (so wrong..)

:: being in love... (blah..)

:: making love with him, and thinking 'bout
somebody else at the same time (??!?)
:: letting go even if you really don't want
to...=(

:: having no right to say you are hurting

:: seeing the person you love hurt
because of you... and not being able to help that
person.

:: having the courage to say I LOVE YOU
to the person you love and finding out
afterwards that things will never be the same
again
when
she/he doesn't treat you with the same closeness
as before

:: having to face the fact that someone is
capable of completely destroying the wall that you
have set for yourself, leaving you weak and
vulnerable

:: admitting that you love someone
despite her/his
imperfections (this doesn't "hurt"..wha..)

:: finding out that the more you try to hate
him/her, the more you end up loving him/her,
perhaps
even more than before...

:: the thought that this girl, used to really
love you and you loved her as well but you
didn't give enough and she gave up on you

:: sharing the one you love with
somebody else

:: making a promise.. and realizing that
when the time has come for that promise to be
delivered, the commitment is no longer there

:: losing someone you never had from the
start =(

:: she loves the way you love, but you
hate the way she's supposed to love you back
(hahhhaa ur selfish)

:: the hardest thing about love - believing
it exists (sooo true)


you and me by lifehouse

What day is it
And in what month
This clock never seemed so alive
I can’t keep up and I can’t back down
I’ve been losing so much time
Cause it’s you and me and all of the people
Nothing to do, nothing to lose
And it’s you and me and all of the people and
I don’t know why I can’t keep my eyes off of you
All of the things that I want to say
Just aren’t coming out right
I’m tripping on words, you got my head spinning
I don’t know where to go from here
Something about you nowI can’t quite figure out
Everything he does is beautiful
Everything he does is right

puerto 2...=p

pagod...

went to makati kanina,mineet ko si shiela kaya lang super saglit lang kse si melody gusto pumunta sa alabang..so we went to alabang hay nako super nakakapagod talaga pero okay lang kse walang traffic..strike ksse ata ang mga jeep ngayon.. tapos ang init-init pa..pero okay lang laughtrip nanaman kme tatlo nila kikoy (aka baby gay)hahaha..ganda talaga ng song ni tamia smile"

im listening to two songs

never been in love..by talib kweli

I know there's a first time for everything

First time I let her in my bed she got wetter then the perfect storm

That we weathering together and

This the first time that I've ever considered wedding rings

But first things first yo

I met her at the bar rolling with three wise men like I followed the star

There she is shorty bi coastal

Thick like bifocals, stacked like 2Pac vocals her body so loco

Jewel of the Nile so I'm romancing the stone

The rhythm is to the words and I watched her dance to my poems

The way she move them hips let me know in advance that she grown

I pictured it like Paris Hilton when she answered the phone, yo

Dancing alone because she extra fly

But I got good look so I catch her eye

Gave the rest a try now give the best a try

Leave your nest and I'll fly make you testify

Damn baby I know we got some haters and...

and smile by tamia

Sometimes i sit at home and wonder how it be if he had loved me truely loved me yes, i learnedAwhile ago that kind of thing it never happens for me, and so i go around and just pretend loveIs not for me i play the circus clown around my friends make them laugh and they wont see thatU never let them see u sweat dont want them to think the pain runs deep, Lord know its killing me

So i put on my make up put a smile on my face and if anyone ask me everything is ok imLaughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me cuz im dyin inside with my pride and a smile on myFace...on my face singing, la la la, la la, lalala, la la, la la, la la, la la, la la, la la laLaaaa

Sometimes i sit at home by the phone hopin he might call me but he dont call me but then iRealize dreams come true arent for girls like me not like me, and so i go around with my headUp like it aint no thing and when the boys around with all my friends im into other things cuzU never let them see u sweat dont want them to think the pain runs deep, lord knows its killingMe

Its not easy (thing to do) sometimes its hard to (face the truth) its not the life that iWould choose but what else can i do if he dont love me no if he dont want me im not about toSit around let myself go (gooooo)

PuErTo

SuPeR FuN.. HEHE